My living nightmare

As i lay in my bed
Without paper or led
I saw the dark and despair
Of my living nightmare

As i try to keep my sanity
I am no longer in unity
I might be lost forever
I am crazier than ever

I do not care, I do not cry
I am tired of pushing my heart to try
I gave everything that i had
Only to feel dead and sad

I can't hold on anymore
I could of lived decades more
What is the point of living
When someone has nothing

As i lay in my bed
Surrounded by darkness and despair
The wait is almost over
I can now sleep forever