The fall

The waiting room
that horrible sickness
no way out and no where in
no where to turn no place at all
how the fuk did i let you fall
i lost my grip and now I'm here
just hoping you get the all clear
time ticks on and minutes lengthen
why had i been so dumb
how did i freeze and go all numb
doctors come and then they go
telling me every thing then adding
' and so.'
a question
what the fuk don't rely on just dumb luck
thats my sisters life
don't you dare touch that knife
not until your totally sure thats what it's meant for
its all two much how could i have gambled with your life
I'm sitting lying out your door.

the doctors come and deliver the news
all thoughts are spinning through my head
please oh please don't pronounce her dead
they bring me back to earth
with just a mutter
'your sisters fine one' of them manages to stutter
60 stitches to your head
but i don't care
I'm just so happy your not dead
thank you doctors one and all
for letting my sister not die from that fall...
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please comment/vote as this accually happend..its about the same thig as 'its my fault i no' thanks..xoxox it would mean alot