For so long I was alone
until I finally found you
& for once I wasn't on my own
but it was too much to take in
I was too overwhelmed
filled with too many new emotions
I didn't know how to deal
so I pushed you away
without telling you how I really feel
something inside told me
that I needed to find myself
but when I did it was too late
you were gone...
& so was what brought us together, fate
having you not there brought so many thoughts
thoughts that made me realize
I had made a mistake
he had done nothing wrong
& I broke his heart
all because I was afraid
that he would break mine first
but now I wish that he did
because this feels SO much worse
now all I have are my questions
& my uncertainty
the thought of you & I
makes me hurt all over
especially deep inside
I find myself wondering
is a second chance unreasonable?
were we meant to be?
or did I get what I deserved?
left with the thoughts of us
that make me cry
the thoughts...of you & I.
