Feeling lost
As I am wrapped in your words
Because the comfort of being in your arms cannot take hold
Because you do not understand
How I feel for you
You keep telling me I'll always have my friends
And you'll always be at my side
I do not doubt it but you do not know
How those words make me feel
Crushing me inside
When you're trying to set me free
Eyes that have darkened in the sands of time
Eyes in the shadows staring into mine
And I cannot breathe as the darkness fills my soul
Fills me, takes me, a black hole of a heart
And I cannot understand
How to live without you
You share everything but tell me nothing
You will not forgive those mistakes that are my own
I would not ask you to side step my blunders
But all my errors fill the dreams that I dream
And my heart in those dreams is alive again
As it feels that you're there
You say you'll always be there
But you'll never understand
