I long to die (song lyrics)

Verse 1: I long to die,
I long to crash and burn.
My suicide,
My own.

I cant survive,
This pain is scourching me inside
I cry for my Aeternum,
I pray for night.

Chorus: Close your eyes
And scream away the secrets,
Behind those painted eyelids
Youâ??ve never even shed a tear.
Reconise,
The reason for your regret is you,
I am the mask you wear,
I am the soul you wish to hide.

Verse 2: I tried to run,
I tried to chase away,
With crison spears,
The pain.

I tried to slice
Away the memories inside,
Theres no deliverense,
Theres no goodbye.

Chorus: Close your eyes---

verse 3: Hang me down
From the gallows of heaven.
Let me die, let me shriek.
Shine Godâ??s good light
On my rotting corpse,
See his creation,
See it crumble like my dreams.