He touched me all those years part 1

When i was younger i had many guys touching me i had a horrible childhood. they said it would all be OK. i didn't know what was i doing i was only a 6 year old. i believed in them especially because they were my daddy, my uncles and my cousins. i always tough that Ur always suppose to count on Ur family. i learned that that is not always true. by the age of 9 i moved and my uncles and cousins couldn't touch me no more but my daddy still was. i never said anything he told me not to. even tough i got tired of it and told my mommy but she didn't do nothing about it she always said how much she cared for me and there and then she proved herself wrong. her only advice was to stay away from him, but how he was my daddy he was every where i went. i tough i was the only one he was doing that too, but then i found out he was doing that with some one else too someone that was too scared to speak to my ***** ( cant write the name personal) i never had the guts to tell some else other than my mom but she did she told and at the age age 12 he left, the police came and took him. it was the happiest and saddest day of my life because i lost my only daddy and i got him out of my life and by body.. my mom had told me to lie to say he didn't do anything to me how could she have even asked me that she didn't feel what i felt, she had no right so told the truth when she found out she got mad, and after that i hated her so much. now hes out of Jail hes in Mexico with some one new some one thats not my mom, and now i hear that hes trying to tough another little girl over there. i tough he would of changed. i cared and missed him sometimes but now all i feel is hate. he had lost his whole family so i tough that would have made him think that what he did was wrong but nope he doesn't care.. and neither do i........ now i have no dad for me is like i never did i rather look at it that way... instead of remembering the past