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by BleedingxxAngel Jul 26, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Look into my eyes And tell me what you see Do you see all my empty lies? Or do you see my eternity In this world I will never die I am an empty seed You can't kill me if you try Because I will never bleed I'm not like everyone here Who live instead of hide? Always running, in constant fear Of the demon lurking inside Inside of me there are two Both innocence and hate She is looking for something true Hate is trying to seal my fate I cannot kill this evil That is tearing apart my soul Always in it for the kill It has finally taken its toll The pain, the suffering the hate Things I have done so wrong God, tell me this isn't fate When I have waited so long For forgiveness from you For a type of sign Maybe a miracle too Help me follow a straight line And that's when somebody walked Into my life, through the front door That's when I spoke, I talked Something that had been waited for Dried no longer were the tears Emotions flooded back to me And I said goodbye to all my fears I was finally living in reality I could see there was more Out in this world than sadness Than I had believed before In my world there was so much less The demon was finally gone And I stepped into the light Almost like an adult fawn And this world was an amazing sight I had the experiences of an adult I had the body of a teen I was the only one at fault Because of what I had seen I couldn't be on my own Cause your love keeps me going My hearts holes you had sown I can now stop the running.