She finds her self in her mind..thinking about her sadness. its all so hard to explain, but yet you understand. she seems to cry every night. cuts on her wrists, never does she cry in early morning light..because her hatred is brung out in this. she tries to smile and laugh. and never seem to be sad..but really she is dieing inside. no one understands. her half brother shes never met, and her fathers girlfriend. she can cry all night, but it wont change a thing. she tries to cut deeper..she tries to drink away the pain. but really every drink is making her think about the same thing. the pain inside and the hope that she still has..her father that she never had. her mother crying her self to sleep, and her brother who just doesn't say anything. if she dies to night,it still wont be the end. its like a disease..depression still spreads in the end.
