Postpartum depression

Postpartum depression regret anger and aggression, the only way i know how to handle this is suppression.
Then one day after it grows and grows finally it all explodes.
So angry and scared of what i might do but always know little girl mommy loves you.
They take you to grandma and grandpas while mommy goes to Oaklawn.
What kind of meds will they put mommy on? But i want to be here to watch you and your brother grow up.
the meds might make me groggy like a zombie but in the end at least you still have a mommy.