I will never forget those words that you said. They keep going through my head. To hear it from you it hurts so bad. To let it all seep in my brain.. it makes me sad. I try and think that you don't mean what you say. But I wont forget it any day. Those words were so painful they made me cry. I felt like I couldn't breath when they hit.. Like I was about to die. I tried to block them out and act like they weren't real. I couldn't help it though.. it was the only thing I could feel. The next day you said that you were wrong. But I don't know if I can be strong. Strong enough to take that pain everyday. I want to be with you .. but I don't know if I'm gonna be OK. I'm not here to fight. I wish that this would stop.. n things would be right. So stop playing games with me or this is the end. I'm not messing around anymore.. I'm not being pretend.
