Everything feels so different now,
I used to were a smile but now I were a frown,
I used to be so happy when I see you,
But now I feel so blue,
We have broken apart and can never be together,
Will we be enemies forever?
The pain of loosing you is like a knife,
It cuts deeper and deeper and I'm loosing my life,
The pain is like a pillow that suffocates me when I'm asleep,
The pain is so painful I can't even speak,
So I picked up the gun and put it near my heart,
I think this pain won't hurt but I never wanted to do this from the start,
But I put the gun down and went out side to think of you,
I remember the sky not being blue,
Now you are the air I breathe,
Has the pain taken a hold on me?
This pain has been the most painful thing I'm going through,
Because this pain was letting go of you.