I will fall

I thought I was getting better
but if that was the case...
Why do I sit here tonight,
as I write my suicide letter?
You can never in a million years be replaced.
For trying, I feel so naive
as much as I love him,
he`ll never have my entire heart to receive.
I gave it to you, forever to have and to hold
but now that we are over and you are gone
I am dying and my heart is cold.
Im crying alone tonight
and on you, I am wasting my goodbyes.
I truly loved you with my all
thats why Im letting go
and to the floor...
My dead body will fall.