Its good!!! But trust me you deserve her! I have a friend who wont let me pull away either... thats the best they make you expirience EVERYTHING no matter what and whats better they are right there with you! But you should probably stop talking like that... you deserve her... and even if you iddn't it sounds like she needs you as much as you do... some people need to love others or else they lose it. I'm one of those people... even if they don't love me back i have to be able to love others or i lose it! stay strong sweetie! Even if you do cut tonight Im still proud of you for making it a week... and next week you can make it a week and a day! just go step by step and you'll make it farther then you ever dreamed!!!! Believe me I know! I'm still in the process of quitting but if each time you shoot for just one day more... just one day more! Its cool about you and Steve (?) I'm not really an expert on guys. I've kissed once and that was a chicken peck so your already a step ahead of me. Dont say that I dont care or that I dont need to hear this... I love you so I love to hear about you having a good time!!! I love hear about your life! yeah it sucks i have like 102 degree fever and am sweating like a pig but oh wells! One thing I learned... when physically sick... you get better somehow!!!
Alright have a good week, I have to go paint nails at an old folks home!!!
Kat!