*hey ppls i know this is a long poem but just please read it and comment*
*i wrote this when this guy i like found out that i used to cut my wrists, he got really mad and said that if i did it again then i would loose him and it broke my heart*
I never should of told you,
I never should of said a thing,
Yet I still opened my mouth,
And told you my deepest secret from within,
You promised you wouldnt lecture,
You promised you wouldnt get mad,
Yet still you did the two things,
That make me oh so sad,
But as i sit here,
Sheding tears of pain,
It's not about the fact that you got mad,
But said you would leave if i did it again,
I said i wouldn't,
And i wont,
That's one thing i promise you,
But if you knew the terrors of my past,
You would of done it too,
So if u must know,
Here is a long story short,
My parents split when i was 5,
I'll never forget that day,
My mum walked out that door,
It still hurts to think bout it too this day,
But that's not all,
My dad verbally abuses me each and every day,
I also had a freind who threatened to to take his life over me,
My brother doesn't have much,
He has tried to kill me twice,
And still you expect me to go on with life,
There is so much more i dont want to say,
But you know what,
Leave if u want to,
Dont like me anymore,
I'll understand,
Cause i surely can't be hurt anymore then i already am.
