The Best Thing To Do

I can't believe your gone,
it was but a dream.
One day I'll realize,
Things aren't always what they seem.

You said you'd never hurt me,
and that you never will.
If that's true then why
does my heart hurt still.

I know we both agreed
that it was for the best.
but I feel like I've failed.
Like I didn't pass the test.

I don't mean to complain,
or to make you feel bad.
I just thought I would let you know
that I am very sad.

It is very hard
This me leaving you.
I just have to believe
It was 'the best thing to do'

written 2002