A Bulimic fairytale...

by Princess of self-destruction   Jul 27, 2006


(comments are appreciated)

rape me, rip me, suffocate my youth
steal away my innocents
destroy, degrade my truth
mutilate my body, tear me into shreds
kiss me with your blameful lips, manipulate my head
tie me into knots that youknow i cant undo
whisper sweet fake promises till i fall in love with you.
dress me up in sorrow and guilt, with food as my only sin...
convince me that i need you here to keep the feelings in.
you make me lie and scream and purge..tryin so hard to fade away..longing to be forever thin,
and even with my homecourt advantage, you always seem to win.
so as i lay, you have your way, we both know who your killing.
you tell me this is what i want, and of the void you are filling.
and when i speakmy mind to you, andall my hate in spilling...
You look me in my eyes and and say:
It isn\'t rape when you are willing..

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  • 18 years ago

    by Robiie

    Thats how it feels, you've been vialated yet you need it to survive, you have such beautiful ways of expressing your feelings, like you said beautifully pathetic is how we feel, how we express it is poeticaly pathetic,
    bulimia can take so much away from you but in its own way it gives back, the feeling after each purge is amazing in my own exprience, when you purge a chemical si released which acts ont eh brain the same way anti-depressants do, thats how it becomes an addiction, but like any other addiction it can be beaten, and i belive you have the strenght to beat it, i can see it in your words, you are stong enough to get all of what it has taken from you back and more, read 'straving for pain', its more of the not wanting to eat of bulimia but it shows that there is more to bulimia then just pruging

    if you ever need to talk ditto to what you said, you know where to find me
    take care x0x0

  • 18 years ago

    by christina marie

    I loved this piece. But I don't know why it's titled "A Bulimic Fairytale" maybe I missed something in the read.

    Ahh, well. Lovely talent you've got here. I stared the computer down reading it, haha.

    5/5
    LOVE LOLLI

  • 18 years ago

    by Cj Barritt

    Wow, you are very good at conveying what you mean. The symbolism was amazing in this peice. I absolutely love it. Nicely done. ~Cj

  • 18 years ago

    by hayley

    Wow. thats a really good poem. it has a lot of emotion and truth in it...

  • 18 years ago

    by Phantasmagoria

    I like it. It has truth of the way things are for some kids.

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