Innocent girl

Use me, abuse me do as you choose with me,
for there are no more tears for me to cry,
out of all the innocent girls in the world,
you picked me who you make want to die.

what fun do see in my miserable pain,
as i howl and lie in fear,
you've kept me like this for too long now,
its gone back so many years.

the evilness of your desperate face,
is the thing that keeps me awake,
you enjoy the misery in this girl,
who gave you this girls life to take.

you should be punished like i get punished,
you should be the one to cry,
to reach for areas i didn't know existed,
you should be the one to die.

you say if i should tell about you,
then people would think am scum,
dirty disgrace to my lovely family,
no one would believe me not even my precious mum.

but enough is enough although i fear,
this has gone on to long,
i told my best friend she told mum,
and now i know you were wrong.

mum disowned YOU, for the agonizing pain,
of what to did to me,
now you are the evil one,
who is in hurtful misery

if you have read this please comment i would love to know what you think xxxxx