Confused

God I'm so confused,
my sanity is bruised.
I don't know what to do.
Why can't I have the two?

Which way do I choose,
either way I think I'll lose.
Being pulled in both directions,
feeling both connections.

I can't seem to decide,
my heart and mind collide.
Can't decide what's right or wrong,
on which path do I belong?

Life is filled with choices,
so many persuasive voices.
I'm having an internal fight,
I have to do what's right.

Now my time is through,
I don't know what to do.
A decision they demand,
I hope they understand.

I need another week
until my answer I can speak.
They don't want to agree
but they have to if they want me.

Now the week has past,
I made my decision at last.
I decided to follow my heart,
I hope my decision is smart.

I go to tell the guys,
I look into their eyes.
I can tell I came too late,
they didn't want to wait.

Now I'm all alone,
my oportunity is blown.
Both the boys have moved on,
their offers both withdrawn.

Now if you ever have to decide,
go with what you know is right inside.
If not you'll end up like me,
and always be so lonely.

***lol well I was in a good mood when I wrote the end of this and as you can see it isn't as good as my usual poems. :P But still leave coments and suggestions...thanks. :D