These feeling havent changed yet, theyre not going to start now

by Behind Blue Eyes   Jul 27, 2006


I face it every day,
The horrible truth.
Its hard to comprehend
Whats happening at this time in my youth.
I see the two of you together
And behind your eyes I see the regret,
Because you went for the bait she held out for you
Before she caught you in her inescapable net.
She controls you every move and impulse,
And all you want is to be free,
But you put yourself in that cage
And then handed her the key.
You made unreasonable promises
Which haunt you as you sleep.
And as your days with her go on,
They get harder to keep.
And all I can do is stand here,
And watch your life fall apart.
Because you dont want to leave her,
Youre afraid youll break her heart.
But my heart is already breaking,
For I know a secret youve kept from her.
Its about what your heart really feels,
And who you would prefer.
As you tell me over the phone,
Down my cheek roles a tear.
Because you told me youve always loved me,
And that feeling wont disappear.
I sat there listening to you
As you poured out your heart,
And I though about our options
To make a new start.
But youre still confused
And you dont know what to do.
You want to be with me,
But youre afraid of hurting me, too
So Ill sit here confused and hurt,
As you figure out what to do and how.
And Ill repeatedly tell you I love you
Because if these feeling havent changed yet, theyre not going to start now.

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  • 17 years ago

    by Mezmeryz

    I loved this poem too. its like to tell it all as a story and its just so sad deep and emotional, it brins a tear to my ey, i can still relate, and it hurts. 5/5 =]
    mezmeryz x