The wetness of my tears
trickling down my face
remind me that I'm still alive
they remind me that I'm still suffering
& how I would like to escape from this place
my tears are the one emotion
thats visible to the eye
they cant be controlled
as I start to cry
The pain that has been locked away inside of me
can no longer contain itself
its grown & become stronger
its starting to take over
as I cry & shake
I can no longer stand on my own two feet
& I am left broken by defeat
this is when I know
I can no longer take the pain
Inside my body wants to give
its surrendering itself to my mind
I feel so far away
from everyone around me
& as my tears begin to flow
I'm back to where I started
feeling so f**king low.