AAH! HELP!!!

I can\'t believe this!
Before school even starts,
I\'m killing myself with pressure!
This project is getting to me,
I refuse to allow myself
The gift and pleasure of sleep.

When I feel like dozing off,
I splash water over my face,
And try hard not to grimace.
This is just an angry warning,
When it starts, it will be
Even MORE taxing!

I\'m frantic with worry,
Yet I\'m practically falling asleep.
I\'m worried than an A is something
I will never be able to keep.
And of course,
I got the harder class.

I\'m freaking out,
What is this pressure all about?
Do they get pleasure knowing
That it\'s snowing
Misery in my
Tired mind?

And the work isn\'t all,
I know I won\'t have any friends.
I can just tell that
This is pretty much the end.
I\'m getting lost in
This place they call
\"Rock Bottom,\"
Before I even hit the ground.
I force my self to not make a sound,
I won\'t give it.

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ok ok i kno this poem sucks, but idc its not even really a poem in my mind. i am just freaking out right now because of schoolwork, and i thought writing something about it would maybe refresh my mind.. and it kind of worked. so lol i know this poem is horrible just ignore it XD