I used to believe in love and fairy tales but since u came along and took all of my heart with u in pieces i find it hard to believe any guys really capable of the emotion i used to feel so strong for you. my mind just cant grasp the fact that i believed in you i believed in us i believed there would be an us to fall back on when times got hard and i don't know why i believed that all you needed was time i just wanted to be with you so bad that i was willing to believe anything even though deep down i knew the time would never come i guess i just needed to feel for once that someone cared for me i needed to know that someone out there truly adored me and i thought you did and i thought when the time came we would be happy and i wouldn't need to feel this feeling called pain anymore i thought you were my escape but now i see all those days i waited by the phone were just a waste of my life and all those nights i laid awake just thinking about you well i feel stupid for it now cause i convinced myself maybe you're laying somewhere thinking of me but i don't wanna be a stupid little girl anymore and i don't wanna feel for you the way i do i don't wanna look at your picture every night with tears in my eyes i just wanna erase that picture and i just wanna forget your number cause i don't wanna hurt anymore i just wanna worry about me i don't wanna care who you're with or where you are but i do and its so painful to think maybe you're laying somewhere thinking of another girl and i don't want these things to hurt me but they do and they cause a pain that no band-aid could ever mend so I'll end this by saying i wish i could be a little girl again i wish i could go back to the time when the only things that could hurt me could be fixed with a band-aid and when i believed in fairy tales and i wish i could go back to the time when love was a magical thing.
