Tears

Tears roll down my face
I stare with sadness down my past
As my whole life rolls by.
I donâ??t see him
His name is never mentioned
Nor is he remembered
Who will answer my questions?
Does anyone care?

Tears roll down my face
I see photos.
Photos of you and me
Photos with empty spaces
Spaces were he should have been.

Tears roll down my face
As I begin to find photos of him.
Not the him Iâ??m looking for
The him you were looking for
The him you found married
And started a family with.
A family were I am just a
Face in the crowd.
I am happy for you I really am
But what about me?
Will I ever find him?
O r will I spend my whole life looking
But never really finding.

Tears roll down my face
As I lay in bed
I know I am the course of him leaving.
Yet you are now happy
And I am now sad.
I donâ??t belong in this new family.
I never really will
But just once I would like to feel that they want me.

Tears roll down my face
As I realise that, that is just a dream
And I slowly begin to come to terms with the fact
That Iâ??m not going to spend my whole life looking
I already have.