I am in a dark place in my life, partying, drinking, doing nothing right, my world is dark and grey, my outlook on life is not to see another day
not remembering what happend the night before, blacking out and being called a hore, who did i sleep with and was it worth it? did i use protection?, and nine months later can i afford it?
taking whatever i can to numb the pain, lying stealing, cheating, when will it end? hurting the one i love...can i ever rise above?
