Inside...

Inside..

There is only pain inside of me
Beyond my smiling and fooling,
And everyone can only see
What I've been showing,

The pain grows worst
With every days pass,
I try holding it all in
But it will fails at last,

Thoughts of suicide
And hatred of everyone,
All these things that I hide
Is out in the open for all to see,

Do everything right
To make everyone proud,
But still they notice my wrongs
Even if I'm with a crowd,

The pain is deep inside
The only place where it took,
Stayed there making me want to die
And still no one would look,

Of all the things that I allow
I let her get in my head,
I regret it so much now
For all of it ended in me being dead,