To feel this way,
So lifeless,
But to still be alive,
To breathe so breathlessly,
To walk without a purpose,
To cry these empty tears,
To fear these nonexistent fears.
I feel so lost,
So cold.
To see all of these happy people,
To wonder how it feels,
To wish hopelessly for happiness again.
To walk this path without a friend.
To have a heart that just won't mend,
Knowing your just another person in a crowd,
To be so heavily weighted to the ground,
To see no colors
And to hear no sound.
To feel no love,
And to only feel pain.
To sit there alone,
So weak and lame.
I've tossed my dice,
I wish this could change,
But for me, it's too late.
And there is nothing left for me
To appreciate.
