Losing you

Staying up all night
sleeping all day
wishing this world
would just fade away
hiding beneath music
beneath tears of pain
always feeling loss
never able to gain
i might as well be dead
i might as well die
and as i breathe my last breath
and say my last good-bye
i will think of the things
i was never able to do
think of how it could have been
had i not lost you.