Its over

My eyes are closing faster
I'm slowly falling asleep
And in my last letter I'll write
'I'm sorry I went so deep'

My wrists are torn and battered
I'm losing too much blood
I'm sorry that I went so deep
And you found me in my flood

But please don't be sad
Just think that I'm happy now
Don't think about this tragic death
or ask 'why' or 'how'

I ask of you to forget me
Please don't linger in the past
I didn't feel a thing
My death came & went real fast

I'm sorry that I went so deep
I couldn't take it anymore
My happiness has drained away
I'm not who I was before

On this night I'll leave you
And depart from this screwed up life
Depart from this screwed up mind
Which was addicted to the knife

As I leave you I'm happy
For I no longer care to live
I tried to cure my depression
I gave all that I could give

But nothing ever worked
I was stuck in this depression
And I was never able to overcome
My life-threatening obsession

I've finally gathered courage
To take my final breath
It's time to come face to face
With the haunting Mr. Death

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