I cant believe I wake up in the morning
my knees starting to crack, full of pain on my entire back
and day-after-day my heart turning more black
it comes with the price tho to contain pain
cuz with pain come emotions,
and again... I ignore both
but I cant complain...
I knew what came with my choice
I just hope someone gets to hear this and my voice
especially those poeple who are against me
they always disagree
tell me I have no feelings inside of me
but Ill tell you one thing
I be what I wanna be
and like Em said: "there will never be another me
that I can guarantee"
and Ill always be free to a certain degree
but people will be against my thoughts
plain stupid people, or just mis-taught
got no clue what they say, and talk **** a lot
but there's only so much I can take
intake the bull**** and ****ing to-le-rate
cuz it aint no mistake, I got a line too
people cross the line and I got **** to do
take it up with them, see what its about
but sooner or later just more bull**** comes out
and now I gotta realize one thing
no more can I trust everyone and everything
people will backstab you just cuz of anything
and thats when my anger just escalades
hits its highest level and top peak
I thought I could control myself but now I just feel weak
cant speak, cant freak, all I gotta do is seek
seek the truth inside myself and where I wanna be
since I never follow noone's path
I create my own way with this rhyme
and I just keep growing... one day at a time
