A NEW GUY FOR ME

I have found love once again
but he will never be a you
you had my heart from the beginning
when I say his name
I think of you and nobody else..
He told me he loved me
And all I could do was run and hide
To hear those same exact words
That you had one told me
But it's all the same
I'm afraid that if I give
Him my love
As I did you ill end up the same exact way.
Left out in the cold
With no one near by and
No one to blame but my self
And ill let it tear me up on the inside
Just as I had done with you
But you see I've always cared for you
We've known each other for such
A long time
And I just met this guy and already
I'm falling in love with him...
Is this normal to love two guys at the same time???