My pain

The pain i feel never goes away,its like a deep scar the will never ever fade...
from the moment you said goodbye,i didnt really understand why,i didnt know why i was leaving everything behind because i was only 7 then...
when i was 10 i was so scared for comeing home from school because the thought in my mind is that if i get hit one more time,i might just have to say my final goodbyes....
A few more years past with gilt and pain,i just took a needle hopeing it will cure the pain...
the thought of life made me scared not knowing if i will still be here...its a horriabe thought to end your life but to me it was some what a great delight..
I will have to say im still alive..kicking back with my friends underneath the night sky..im still in pain of all the things that happend to me,and that is one thing that i know is staying with me(my pain)!!

(this is true..when i was 7 my parents got divorced,and when my dad found someone she abused me for many years but then we moved....my dad found a new wife in which she is nice(haha its true)and when i started middle school i did cut myself but stoped because my life was to important to me...im not lieing i still feel pain,but as i start high school this year i feel better knowing that im still here)