If you can Figure

Its hard to live in this world
When greed takes a number next to infinity,
And nothings ever good enough
Waiting in line endlessly
for a chance to change,
but the ground caves in under you
and now your falling
It's sad that its been this long
when the only time a child's glass is full, is from their tears
How long does it take to feel comfortable
and not studder the next time you say home
Its impossible to find what your looking for
when you dont even know what you want anymore
You've taken your boundaries back
but its still hard to trust one another
when you life your life in fear
You really Fcuking try sometimes
but you dont get a break
"You cant" is brassed in your barin
your nerves are shot and you want to erase this feeling
A bottle looks so good to you
when you want to jump out of your skin
and hide in the dark pit of your soul
Your eyes cant rest at the end of the day
when you dont have a clear head
and your dreams become inhospitable
It's hopeless when you find your alone
and no ones asking the right questions
whats really in your head?
or do you even care
It's hard to talk in this world
when your thinking, its over
because you've found what you are looking for all along
An escape far past a fantacy
but a reality thats so real,
it would blow your mind away