Im scared.

We had a fight
It was my fault.
You said you forgave me,
yet you refused to talk.

I begged you not to leave
I was so ashamed but I tried
But you said you didnt care.
I felt I want to run and hide.

And so I did.

In this place
It was anywhere but here
There was the roaring sound of my blood
My mind numb and my face wet with tears.

I promised myself, never
To cry again for a man,
Price for failing miserably-
The inflicted pain by my right hand.

A bended knife, with a brown wood
As the handle, I gripped.
I slowly cut the flesh on my arm,
And watched the blood dripped.

I swore to myself
That I will never repeat this mistake
But now My head hurts so bad.
My ears throbbed from this heartache.

You will never understand
Why on myself, I would inflict pain
But the torture in my heart was too much,
While thinking theres nothing left to gain.

I cried when a slice failed
To calm my broken heart
So I slashed over and over again
Oh God,Why is everything falling apart?

You said you loved me
You said you cared,
But why did you leave
Its dark here... Im scared...