I thought it would be better, for me not to tell, thought it was the answer for me not to give a hell, but what Ive finally realized is that my secret has ripped my heart in two one part saying for me 2 tell you and one telling me not to, every time i see you my heart breaks into more pieces, debating over whether to tell u my life changing secret, the thing that I'm afraid of is losing the best friend Ive ever had coz that would be too much pain for my heart to have, i want to tell you that your the first person i think a bout when i wake up in the morning and the last person i think about before i go to sleep at night, and the thought of being rejected by you hits my heart like a thousand knives, i really wanna tell you that you make my knees go weak, you make me feel all weird and make it hard for me to speak u make me want to tell you that I'm head over heels in love with you! but i know theres no point coz u will never say i love yo too!
