Start over....

I'm ready to start a new page,
without any self pity or rage.

I want to show who i really am,
but everyone tells me to scram.

Don't I deserve to be loved?
I just get pushed & shoved.

Josh made me feel like a real person,
than he went in the crowd & i lost him.

I kept saying it would get better soon,
But still day by day it gets more & more ruined!