I hide my pain through smiles and laughter,
I hurt inside, for no one knows and no one cares,
I'm always smiling but inside I'm dying,
I cry and sob but there's nothing I can do,
When will I wake up from this everlasting nightmare?
Or should I end it on my own?
There's nothing left here for me,
I wasn't meant to be,
Every day worse than the last,
All I can see is whats in my past,
What should I do I'm so lost and confused.
