How Do I Love Two

How is it that I'm here with this other guy.... Going so far but yet no where at all.... How do I love two....
How is it that your no where to be found.... How is it that he is holding me...How do I love two....
How is it that your hiding where I can't see you... How is it that your the one I miss.... How do I love two....
How is it that I'm running from this... How is it that I'm not in my right mind.... How do I love two...
How is it that I'm lost in this world... How is it that I'm hurting... How do I love two...
How is it that I know your smile still so well... How is it that I'm getting deeper in my self love for you... How do I love two....
When all I want is you...