I cover up all my pain and sorrow,
With smiles and laughter,
I don't know why I go thru what i do,
All I want is happiness,
To wash away all this pain,
I want something more,
I want something new,
I want to be taken from this hell,
To some where like heaven,
I'd love to be able to smile & laugh,
But for it to be of true happiness and not of misery,
I thought my mom was the greatest person in the world,
But she definitely proved me wrong,
She says she want the perfect mother daughter relationship,
Yet she does nothing to achieve it,
Why must I go thru so much pain,
I don't want to live in vain,
Should I end my life or try to make it thru,
I think I'll stay but mom, its NOT for you.
