Addicted To You

You leave me so cold
Lost in my mind
Where you've corrupted me
Believing all your lies

And I am silent
You had me bridled to the core
Once charmed by your grace
Not anymore

Yet I still feel I need you
To fulfill this empty void
To afraid to return
I refuse to be used as a toy

I am restless and worn
I am broken and torn
What was exotic
Is now null and dull

I try to exile
All the retrospect and reminiscence
Of all the beautiful moments we shared
But the you that agonizes me
Won't let me.

It's like I'm suffocating
I'm almost dying slow
I try to reach the surface
Only to be plunged deeper

I use to be blind
Always looking from behind
Now I'm caught in a trap
Living a lie I can't go back

I'm addicted to you
You haunt me everyday
I'm addicted to you
And I can't break away...