Realization hurts like a car crash
Homeless man with no one to spare cash
Fell up the pain to make such a mad dash
A thousand knives and it's just one big deep gash
You've tried to run away from this pain, fast
The feeling that you just sighed your life's last
You seem to dwell too much on your bad past
Watch this life of yours looking aghast
You've slowly become everything you hate
You wonder if your end was just your fate
Salvation you've expected to come late
You wonder when's the end, when's your death date
This is my life, it's what I go through
Dissect the thousand lies to find what's true
Karma claims it's from me right to you
I'm waiting for the day which it will do
Why should I pretend to be someone?
Acting like a fake is too much fun
Everything I do good affects no one
So why does my mind feel like it should run?
This is as easy as one two three
The pain inside will continue to drown me
If you're not going to help than let me be
Death seems like the way to just be free
This is the end, goodbye to my life's book
Wish you would have cared to spare one look
The driest sobs and my body just shook
Now look what's happened my life you just took.
