Always going to be true to you

I was thinking of you last night while i was laying in bed,

wondering if your really up there if you really dead,

I don't want to believe that your really gone,

I'm scared because the way we left on,

I want to be able to see your face again my heard would mend,

My life i would have lent,

To hug you one last time and tell you goodbye,

I would give up my life i would die,

I still cant believe your gone its not true,

Maybe just maybe it wasn't you,

All over the news they were talking about you,

You don't know how much it hurts no clue,

It wasn't your time to die,

I didn't even get to say goodbye,

I don't know what i would have said,

But just knowing that your dead.........,

Your voice is in my head not going away,

I know i am not going to forget about you no matter how many days,

you will never leave my heart,

You being up in heaven will never tare us apart,

You were my befriends sometimes,

N the love of my life all the time,

I don't know how to feel, I'm dieing,

Please come back and say its not true,

Come back so i can tell you how much i love you,

If your listing i hope you know i love you,

N pa pi I'm always going to be true to you!!