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by jessel jane Jul 29, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
Once in your life you fell deeply in love... to the woman of your dreams. who made your world all seem so right; who found a place for sunbeams. But then she's just gone... suddenly out of your sight. you thought she brought with her your heart; you thought you lost the fight. And then there was her friend so dear; who soothed your broken soul. who filled the spaces in your heart; who gave and shared it all. The best of friends, you two became; and closer each and every day. you thought your life is not the same; since then she crossed your way. But then you knew the way she feels; for you; for your friendly care. For her youre just a nicely friend; a friend who's always there. Somehow,in silent battlefield; your heart cries in pain. your mastered hope is wavering; and thought of her again. you grabbed an inner strength within; and told her what you feel. at first she was indifferent... and then she showed what's real. More than friends,you two became; and closer each and every day. You thought your life is not the same... since then you chose that way. But then the laughters and the smiles; were gone and now were lost. For came again the woman... the one you loved the most. The moment you saw her lonely eyes; Your heart seemed to melt. Youe never found your gentle voice; you dont know what you felt. You want to touch and hold her face; But couldnt;since she's out of reach. Everything's different now and then; your heart cant choose to teach. You dont know where to lead your heart; a part wants what was past. But when you look at your lover's eyes; a guilt was drawn at last. You chose the one who hurt you; the one who made you cry. You did at last what your heart commands; Than choose the sweetest lie. And then she came nearer to you; the woman you chose to stay. She wiped the sullen tears on her face; then gave you all away. She gave you back to her dear friend; and said her last goodbye. You felt the world just seem to end; and cursed you by and by. She turned her back away from you; you saw her long, dark hair. It was the second time she left; and mem'ries lie everywhere. You locked your heart;felt searing wound that hurts you in extreme. You opened your eyes and beheld a light; and thought all's just a dream.