Unsown,x

Im sorry for everything,
All that I've put you through,
But I know i'd give up forever,
Just to touch you.

Three last words,
Those ones you cannot see,
'I love you'
Is all they'll ever be.

But untill my last beat,
Untill more one more breath,
I'll be thinking of you,
Before my death.

No one can see,
The love I hold,
This loves for you,
It just cannot be sold.

If you were to leave,
Forever I'll be alone,
It would all stop beating,
My heart,
Held unsown.

There's just one voice,
Yours that I hear,
My heart beats faster,
When I can feel you near.

There's so many times,
That I've done you wrong,
I get scared of you loosing you,
And that I have to move along.

But deep down I know,
That if that were true,
I wouldn't be able to survive,
I just cannot get enough of you.

I wish others could understand,
This isn't just love,
Every single word,
Is more then enough.

Im far from stable,
Though I know it's hard to say,
You keep me standing,
Day after day.

Im that kinda girl,
That time to time,
Im upset,
But still I say im fine.

I scream my lungs out,
Just to hear im alive,
I want to be this way,
when im with you,
I want to survive.

I just don't understand,
How people want to die,
With you in my life,
Death is just a lie.

I just can't explain,
This one feeling,
Every time you walk away,
I feel my heart is leaving.

Every dream,
Every fantasy,
Im stood with you,
Like it's ment to be.

You're all that's on my mind,
Every single breath you took,
I know you're always there,
Every single time I shook,
I hope that's what we share.

I have nightmares,
All the time,
Of you leaving,
Saying 'your not mine'.

These nightmares will not go,
They haunt me everyday,
Of the day you will leave me,
And I have nothing to say.

I know these scares
They'll soon come true
But I just cannot stand
Loosing you

So now I have told you,
What I really feel,
Maybe one day you'll understand,
And then my heart will seal.

I love you,
But your worth way more than me,
I just know, when we end
I'll wake up dead you see.