My Darkness

As the knife goes through my chest,
I lose all memories of the past.

As your smile fades,
my heart breaks.

As I watch you weep for her,
came a pain I never felt before.

The darkness is awaken in me,
no wrath is withheld.
I run away from the surface,
and get lost in myself.

You never notice that I’m missing,
you never cared that I was there,
there was always something better,
whispering in your ear.

I told a story with my eyes,
but you only ever looked into my lies.

Never good enough to save you,
never worth enough to break you.

You could never tell that I was suffering,
I hid it with my life,
but between your words and actions,
everything inside me has died.