Spilling Words

*Sorry if this isn't my best, just getting emotions out.*

Tears seem endlessly falling towards eternity
While my heart and soul remain with time
Words aren't able to describe everything in me
Questions emerge why I'm still alive

There are days when smiles are a part of me
Then there are storms that occur certain days
People ask about my split personality
Wishing the darkness will just fade away

Pleasure and doubts are combined as one
Like an eclispe blocking out the brilliant sun
My seams and threads are coming undone
No where to hide and no where to run