The fall (another on my sister)..its a subjet that hurts

Flashing lights
screams through the laughter
my heart breaks as i lie by your side
waiting for the ambulance to arrive
five minutes later it comes
mum says to stay back
but i need my sister can't she see that
I'm sorry i let you fall
i guess i was not a good sister after all
some times when i think back on all the out comes of that
it makes me sick because what I've seen
my sister flying past
landing on the concrete 3 floors down
how did it happen
how did i let you fall
but you still turned out right after all
you proved every one wrong
ill never let you fall
never leave my sight
ill never let you lose your life.