I\'ve fallen so in love with you
I cant get you off my mind,
Everyday its always the same
No matter what i do,
It drives me insane.
I don\'t know why its always like this,
but it never seems to end.
Theres something about you,
That I can\'t seem to forget.
We have been through so much together,
Im not sure if that is why,
Knowing that your not here with me
And not knowing what you do,
Every minute of the day.
I want to trust you with everything
And beleive what you tell me,
But I\'m scared of getting hurt again.
I\'m so scared to love,
So scared to be committed,
So scared to actually have someone in my life,
That makes me happy,
Because I\'m so used to being hurt all the time.
Thats when my doubts starts to show,
My Insecurites push me away,
I say things I don\'t always mean to say,
And thats when i hurt you all over again.
I never mean to do it,
It always breaks my heart
And hurts me when i do.
I don\'t deserve your love
I always mess everything up,
I love you but I hurt you
How does that work?
I feel horrible
I can\'t do anything right
I feel worthless.
I Sometimes feel you just don\'t want me,
So I think I\'m probablery just better off being alone.