Words dance about in my head. I wonder what to do and what to say.To many bad memories running through my head.Thoughts of cops.Remembering that i wanted to run away to be with the guy i thought i loved.Thinking that it was the best for me.Thinking i could give up all my hopes and dreams for just this one guy.Because this is who i thought i loved.This is what i thought then I wanted to ruin my future for this one guy.I snook him in my house in the dead of winter because i thought i loved him enough to get in trouble if i got caught.I had a feeling something was going to happen and it did...My mom found him and told him to leave and then she called the cop and waited for him to get there and when he did she told him what happened and then she came and pulled me out of school.I was defiant and didn't wanna go thoughts of just running off came into my head but i didn't....I remember coming home and talking to my sister and her asking me what the hell i had been thinking and why i had done it...i really didn't know....I just thought i loved him...I remembering after finally realizing what i had done and how bad it was i just cried and cried ....just thinking if i had ran away how much i would have messed up my life....I remember sitting at the kitchen table talking to the cop...He is telling me more and more things about him that he had me. All the lies he told me all the hurt and anger falling out of me through my tears.The realization that there was a part of me that was going to be changed forever because of something that had happened in about two months.
This is true this happened to me and finally realized that even if u don't wanna listen to your parents about a guy you are dating try to listen to them because they are usually right....
