Her success and my fail

One beautiful girl
who continues to be my world

i gave her a choice to take my hand
in hopes of giving her a new best friend

i kept trying even tho everyone around me screamed that i would fail

you took my hand
i helped you up out of the dust
you gave me your love
confidence
and trust

i know a life story that would make the world cry
i know of every little cut
weakness and and every time you've cried

by now it was to late to tell it
come clean and tell you of my dare
the one thing that held me back
was that me helping you
was all real

you soon stopped the cutting and tough attitude
told me that i was your whole world

i never knew things could change so fast
after telling you the truth
and ruining your life

so now my baby cuts again
carves the words "lies" into her leg
its all because of me
and i know that I'm the one who made it appear there

stuck now in my own deep depression
no one seems to understand

now I'm on her side of the river
where i found her and helped her to stand

I'm on my ass and tired
to tired to try again

why bother?
Ive ruined and crushed my world
i broke my baby's heart
i literally tore her world apart

i will stay here fallen on this road
before me crushed is where my happiness is lain

i have no energy left in this body
to get up and try again
all strengths and goals are gone

this isn't just one angels tale
its the tale of two
her success and my fail

-Abby gwynnedolyn skie

dedicated to-my baby, i wish i could have another chance to get you back. tho i never deserved you in the first place. never forget that i will always love you.