I hate that you wont listen
that you cant stop thinking about yourself
You have changed so much it scares me
Always and forever you said
you lied.
I want to cry out...
Are you stupid?! Cant you see?!
You are pushing everybody away!!
Including me, friends forever?
Please, it didn't even last a week after that
I was so happy for you, really I was
But you know what?
I'm sick of it. I cant stand it.
I'm not being selfish, I'm just trying
not to lose something that once meant
so much to me.
Why can't you see that you are hurting me?
I try to be the understanding friend
but I can only take so much!
You yell at me for not being there
but how can I be there when you
barely even notice anything else?!
Instead...
I just shrug it off, like nothing is wrong
I lie to you which makes me hurt even worse
But what else can I do?
Nothing, I just turn around in my seat and sigh
Knowing in my heart I can never tell you how
I really feel
